a love affair of whispers
hums in feather down
resting in knitted cotton
silicon softness caressing
the coral and salted situation
of the ocean bed
starved of oxygen it is too much
wrapping more clingfilm
around its life force
climbing up to strobe lit
heights with edging
before that plunging
through black and blue
and back and forth
water breaking over
ceramic on my knees
pressure marked, weak
ears holding me tight
we rocked together
PINK FELT
PINK TIP
PINK FELT
PINK TIP
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thinking about your bondage
and all those freaky things
when I licked that part
that didn't sound
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making pink explosions inside
reverberations and spiralling up
toward that platinum precipice
foot arching/ numbing / airless
I wanted you inside me
but you wouldn't fit
too much of a good thing
​
Marie Antoinette in lemon
yellow frills and floral wall
paper and dutch interiors
with sunflowers opening
inside me thrice
to bare your iron fisted hold
took all my skill
asphyxiated by that plastic
pushed to the edge
before the pink came
turning into red rhythms
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satin tied souls convulsing
toward that ending
by you wouldn't fit
fumbling buttons
the tide goes out
as the ink of my neurons
malfunction new palettes
glow in lubricated darkness
tight walls not even a pink tip
could colour in
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oh babe.
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there were two of you
now there are non
overused and overstretched
on that bobble orange mat
and glittering linoleum
we played for hours
then caves of crystals
dungeons turn into spiralled
staircases upwards into pure
white moments of clarity
pumping smoke before
baby pink and velour
tacky juicy couture handbags
like a glitter BAE gif or a
chihuahua & lipstick sticker pack
until the moments came
or the rhythms lessened
you could never keep it up
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you were always a replacement
but I don't feel anything there
maybe it is because of the others
I feel it all here
in the wrong part of where
I should try
harder than I thought I
would have too
but you aren't like the other ones
tried and tested. despite
five star reviews.
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you my first
understanding of what
this was hidden
inside of myself then
barely able to touch
a morsel of caressing
self worth I walked
to the witches castle through
those echoing platinum corridors
tiled and disorienting ascending
the steps once more
entering that new zone
passing sensory expansion
lace and elastic red
plastic your were mine to
trust with parts of secrets
not know until just then
warm to touch we moved
together for a time
before connections failed
tired of recharging
we came together in
a package of steps toward
a stiller fuller being
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getting used to you.
I thought I might not
you see me in my most
vile
am I numb?
this touch is something else
up against the fridge.
plugged in for fifteen minutes
felt for hours
heartbeats beyond those
possible waves of pleasure
when i am with you
a ride on pink and blue
like a body out of
clothes and skin
don’t break me
i won’t break you
